iswan, 20
23 march 1988
ORD OH
Vball, sentosa! pet
fan of: Heroes!
todays thurs..woohoo.prison break tonite..wanted to buy the dvd but it was sold out..damn..and charmed ended to mann such a nice show and reali exciting ending..haha was a pretty touching ending too..it shldn have ended..haha
anyway had bbq at alvins hse on tue i think..i woke up and switched on my hp onli to noe tat there is a bbq in in 6 hrs time..haha..bt the bbq was pretty fun..and i gt to realize my dream to be a fireman..which i nva tot i had..lol! mahjong was great too..gt to win back my losses during the vball chalet..lol..me and po ..the big winners..beating out tough competition like alvin and jerk wei..woohoo..ate alot until i was damn full..the chocolate coated marshmallow were nice too..bt i think the ready made otah not tat nice..hahaz..
yesterday went prom shoppin wit the class guys..damn tiring and at 1 point i was super sian coz when i wanted to look at some shirts then they wld dissapear off into another section or go outside the shop then i wld have no choice but to go out too..i might need 2nd opinion or wat ma..
bt after tat was betta..at least when we were at bugis the shoppin mood was there..smaller grp is betta..and we finally bought smthin..and i gt everyones opinion too..and everyone seemed interested..haha..maybe we shld hve just shopped there first..bt i was veri tired once we were there..vic gt a nice new phone..haha..took some pics wit it so he have our pics inside to look at..keke..i tink some have most of their stuffs for prom..hmmm..i onli gt 1 part of it tho..siann
yawwn..i tink i shld slp soon but lets blog first..haha
anyway had vball chalet frm sat..was pretty fun..the first day was reali unforgettable coz mr ho got the wrong date for our bookin and we had already bought all the stuff and carried them all the way there..plus our delivery for the bbq stuff are coming on tat dae too..we were flabbergasted when the counter said we had the wrong date la..lol
so the 5 guys went to sleepover at rap's hse coz we need to store the bbq food in freezer..played swat 4 at nitee..its a damn fun game which require a degree of intellect and loads of patience..which i lack..haha..bt it was reali nerve-wrecking and we had fun shouting and playin..lol great bonding session..watched abit of 'bring it on 3' tat javie was watching too..nice show..gt pretty gd at bridge..and slept quite late..jav slept the latest ah and he was sick..haha..thnks to rap's mum for buyin us dinner and breakfast..yumm..
so on sundae mr ho picked us up to go to the chalet..had soccer league on xbox..then went to tour the place arnd there..crashed a band playin at some golf club or smthin..haha..then went back to listen to ghost stories by mr ho..pretty scary coz they were abt NS and all..someone gt scared tat i even had to acc him to the toilet..haha..then the j1 tricked us..they gave us a nice speech while we were sitting on a bench outside then they bombarded us hard with water bombs..painful mann..haha..austen got swept off his feet..gt drenched pretty badly..lol..then we gt another surprise frm the j1 guys..they gt us pillows and made us sing graduation song together in the room..haha..sweet..
then we gt changed to catch man u vs chelsea match at nearby coffeeshop..woohoo nice match to watch..reali exciting game..lol din noe saha is so good..haha..then we toured arnd the place to look at trans arnd..and headed home together..played mahjong and this chinese game on xbox..until like early morning..then i wanted to go change my shorts but when i lied dwn a while on the bed i fell asleep until nxt morning..haha! just in time to order mac for breakfast..and play xbox ..then went to sleep and watched finish 'bring it on 3' wit venetia and javier..it was rainin heavily la so we cldn go out to get lunch..so played mahjong again.coach came and made me lose money..LOL..then we went to eat dinner together at changi village ..had the nasi lemak and carrot cake plus some other stuff coach treated us..not bad the food..
gonna mis the vball peeps..haha..a reali fun chalet la..hope gotta meet them again nxt time..and play together again..rap the great captain n good fren..javier the vice captain and my best fren! haha..danis the lame fren who self entertain..and austen the sarcastic fren..haha..i'll miss them all..plus all the j1s woohoo train hard for during trainings mann..haha..
woohoo finally gt it installed.such a hassle..and danis might be lending me more gamess..haa..at least can play on boring late nitess..
anyway went to vivo again today..wit raph, yin hao..austen and danis..i still dun tink its tat big leh..and tat water thingy on the roof is like turning yellow..we were shoppin for presents for coach and mr ho and yin hao wantd to buy a watch..and we ended up at tangs looking at this reali hot bod gerl in orange..haha..but i tink the face was ok la..haha..she must have been reali embarassed coz we made it reali damn obvious that we are talkin abt her..LOL..i tot it was reali funny the sentence they said ..haha.." suddenly life seems meaningless" coz we were no longer in tangs..lol
so in the end din get discount for the watch...so he din get it..bt we gt a shirt for mr ho and wallet for coach..bought a shirt for myself..haha..diff then all my other shirts..surprisingly yin hao had similar taste to mine ah..haha..
LeSs Work More pay~!
haha, so todays the last paper..bio paper 1..i think its not reali easy..and i tink i might hve made alot of mistakes..din feel good abt it..haha..bt anyway a levels is overr..
abit of a shock..its been so long tat i have nights where there is no need to study or do any homework..lol..like i cld watch prison break just nw without any worries..keke
sat is chalett..haha..still hve to get the stuff..siann..hmm, shld i go clubbin wit frenz sat nite..still contemplating..mayb if the chalet turn out to be borin at nite..haha
anyway my dad was like sayin i must be so happy tat it has all ended..but actuali i was abit sad too..so i kinda ignored him..haha..must hve seemed like a cantankerous boy..lol
sad tat i might nt get to study anymore n hve to settle for the title of a workin adult soon..sad tat i hve to leave the fun times in skool..and tat i wont meet my classmates everydae liao..and most importantly unsure of wat the future entails..plus my direction in life..bt at the same time im elated at hw i no longer have to slave thru the days to study for the exam..this mix of melancholy and the feelin of vulnerability just outweigh the excitement for nw..
engulved by a gamut of emotions not like wat i have expected..im afraid of makin a bad choice tat wld ruin my future too actuali..i need guidance..someone to tell me wat i shld do..i wish i cld be more independent..
Bio Paper 3 options todayy..i think its manageable..at least i spotted the correct qn for essay..haha..seed dormancy..and i learnt my lesson frm prelims and reali did the essays quickly so i will have time to finish..soo, i think it was ok todaee..left 1 more paper..bio paper 1 on thurs..
after skool went to plaza sing and the cathay..haha..walked arnd coz i nva go the cathay b4 and it was a reali boring place i guess..ate ben n jerry's and slacked and talked..we were all pretty exhausted..so it was pretty fun to just slack..haha..anyway this xbox game in the sports shop was awesome..it was a basketball game and the graphics was sensational and it was fun to play..haah..feel like buyin new games for my ps2..
after tat went home to change and watched the covenant..woohoo..nice show..reali like those kinda shows wit 'powers' and 'mutants' ..haha..and the whole show was reali exciting and interesting..
hmm law seems like a fun faculty..haha..too bad i probably cant get a place in uni..
so theres gonna be like changes to the law system and everything..a pretty long overdue change i suppose..and they are finally gonna legalise oral and anal sex in singapore..haha..they probably realised that singaporeans arent giving a damn about the law against those 2..
but a really bizarre change is the marital rape or smthing la..today's newpaper featured an article abt this woman who married this man and didnt wanna have sex and even had a court order against it but the man insisted and forced it on her and she is calling it raped..i mean if she dun wanna have sex with him then she shldn have agreed to marry him in the first place..and so she gt this child frm the supposed "rapes" and claims she doesnt love that child at all and felt like strangling him some times..so, the article was sayin tat after the change in laws and all, the husband can be convicted coz now its still not a crime cause they ARE legally married..but, i mean, isnt the govt pushing for more babies to overcome the greying population in singapore? I wonder hw this is gonna help..maybe they shld extent it to the husband not wanting to have sex and able to convict the wife for tryin to rape him..then it will be equal u noe..haha..no place for sexism nowadays..
oh yea, and i manage to make the egg tat was stuck in the bird out..condition called egg binding..coz she's probably too old ..or too weak after 2 eggs and the egg was stuck there for 3 days man..she was growing too weak to even walk and gettin intoxicated badly coz she couldnt poop properly..so i searched on the internet and almost all the website said to bring it to the vet within 2 hrs or its too late(but mines like 3 days..dammit!) and i stumbled upon this webby that have home remedies so i gave it a large dose of milk at first to calcify the egg shell..then i soak the bird tail dwn wit warm water to make the muscle arnd the anus relaxed then i rubbed olive oil arnd the anal part and had this hair dryer on to make the air warm and humid ..then helped her to push it out ah..luckily it came out..phew, i was damn sad on chem day coz i tot it was gonna die..hope it gets well after this and tat its not too latee..hmm, i think i'll make a great vet too..lol
okiii left 2 more papers nw..bio paper 3 and bio paper 1..which is nxt week, but mon is pretty much the most important paper i guess coz i reali cannot afford to screw it up..
anyway today's chem paper i think was pretty hard..but at least i manage to finish all the qns unlike my prelim..haha..at first i was rushing like madd then i saw cherling like goin pretty relax..haha..so i kinda decided to slow dwn a tad then i looked at the time and decided to go faster again..haha..luckily i did..coz i finished exactly on the dot..hope i wont do tat badly..haha bt i think i feel like this everytime i hve a chem mcq exam..maybe tats y my chem mcqs are nva good anyway..lol
pretty sad week coz my pet lovebird is sick..sighh..i have a feelin its gonna diee..hope she gets well..
hmm, todays chem paper 2 was surprisingly manageable..not tat its not welcomed but it was definitely a pleasant surprise..at least my paper 2 can help pull up my paper 3 a tad u noe..
bt todae was damn cold..it was the first time i shiver in the hall, coz the hall is usually hot and stuffy..man..and on the day when i decided nt to wear my pe shirt underneath the school uni too..
so, after the paper went to eat brunch(quoted frm sh) bt i think it was more of like breakfast coz it wasnt even 11 yet..then went to catch step up..it was a pretty good movie u guess..the gerl's not tat pretty up close but she was hot..and the dances were cool especially tat grp one at the skool party..and the song for her showcase dance was reali catchy and damn nice..if onli i can dance like tat guy la.. oh yea, and i think the song tat the black gerl sang was nice too..as in she cld reali sing..
so the craziest week of my jc live just ended..well, maybe just 1 of it..there's still nxt week and the week after tat..i cannot believe i actually did tat much..even tho i might regret nt workin hard the rest of the year..bt im definitely proud of myself for this 2 weeks..
lets see, i think gp and chem paper 3 was okii..i kinda wasted my bio by choosing the wrong essay and my maths paper 2 was filled with careless mistakes..damn..was reali disappointed wit those dumb careless mistakes..hope i wont do too badly in maths tho..
but like i said..im happy with hw i prepared tat week..and hw i overcame alot of laziness to try my best.for tat week at least la..hehe..bt just cant help feelin disappointed at nw having to perform..haha..i noe i gt more to offer, too bad i cant show it in the exams..
lol, nvm la..i hve other things tat i can do if i cant get into any uni..hahaz..but cant believe maths is over..as in really over after taking it for so long in skool..even tho i hate maths, i hve to admit i'll miss it..together wit the excitement of doin it and gettin it right..dun get me wrong..i still hate maths..but i'll definitely miss it..math has been pretty fun these 12 yrs..hard to believe tat i wont be doin maths anymore(other then those basic counting la..)..
yawn.. GP todae..so sleepy mann..yesterdae cant reali sleep well in anticipation of the first paper..was reali scared as i lie on my bed..as in can feel my heart beating fast..bt luckily everythin went ok todae..
i think i did the best tat i can ah..as in the paper allowed me to perform to my best..but duno if my best is enuf to get a good grade..hope can do ok in it..durin the compre felt like peeing..haha..bt if i go sure no time to finish..nw my kidney area there gt sharp pain..shit..haha..hope its not bladder stone or smthing..i was on my way to the toilet ah..bt then in the end nva go..hopefully they accept my aq ans ah..i think i tried to ans it as best as i could liao..
keke cheer up everybody~
oh mann...nw the other papers are comin..im dead..
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