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iswan, 20
23 march 1988
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Vball, sentosa! pet
fan of: Heroes!
Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ( 1:17 PM )
oh shit A levels officially start in a days time..omg..how how how!
i hope i'll survive this week and nxt week..the most hectic and stressful weeks..ahh..
im not prepared..ahh shit..
GP on thurs..hope i can manage..
aggh hope is just merely a false truth that u have drilled into ur head and it traps you in that false utopia that you urself created in the first place..
Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ( 7:31 PM )
woohoo..hari raya yesterdae was funn..had to wake up damn early to go prayers after a late nite..i tink i fell asleep durin the speech or smthin la..then reached home ..ate and sleep until my parents woke me up to go for visiting..haha..
the visiting was quite fun ah..i ate the lontong at all of the houses..and tried all of their pineapple tarts and chocolate stuffs..some are nice..some are ..ermm..not tat nice..while some are burnt..wonder y they still display them on their table..lol..
the last hse was minee..as usual..played comp games and ps 2 with my cuzzins..then watched tv and ate dinner..until they went home..abt quite late..
but manage to spend time wit my cousins ah..haha..got to noe new stuff abt them too..and play arnd..plus my uncles and aunties were like nice ah..the uncles were teasing me about ns life and all..while my aunties were like being caring plus jokin arnd too la..
not bad collection this yr too...hmmm..wat shld i buy..but the amt has been steadily goin dwnhill and nxt yr might be my last yr gettin green packets too..haha..
agghh the photos taken at my hse were too dark..shitt..
Saturday, October 21, 2006 ( 11:13 AM )
ahhh..gettin closer mann..soo many chapters..and i like onli have myself to depend on..din realize this b4 bt some ppl are gettin reali selfish nw..like ..iduno..maybe they are just being focused..but ..some are reali extreme..nt sure hw to put it..but yea..
anyway yesterdae was dani's brthdae..we surprised him at cityhall after his lan gaming wit austen..ate nyny..haha..jenrine decided on it but in the end she din come..so left 4 of us..bought a cake too..fun dinner mann..and ate a lot too plus tat on-the-hse candy floss..lol! and the grp of gerls we were lookin at throughout dinner..well, maybe tat one particular gerl in that grp..hahaz..it was loads of fun..plus the service was gd too..haha..even the manager was nice..and was jokin wit us and all..too bad danis wasted a great chance to get the most awesome present(her number), coz she kinda left a little too early..while we were waiting for deserts..LOL..
Friday, October 20, 2006 ( 9:43 AM )
just when i was tryin to pick up wateva mental strength i have and filling myself wit false hope(just like wat the gp essay says), i got slammed to reality hard and my brain got crushed in the process..damn i hate this
i did try..but still, no results to show..wtf..so im still not ready and i dun tink i'll be ready in a matter of days..
im at a lost on wat to do..
i wish i had more support like in o levels..thnks to few tat reali helped though..:)
i cant believe i tried to help u when u are so ungrateful and selfish la..ok maybe its coz im not even a fren..i hve to start accepting tat and be more stonehearted..
danis brthdae tml..happy brthdae! woohoo i luv brthdays..
Friday, October 13, 2006 ( 8:16 PM )
Graduation day todaee..the event was pretty mundane..bt some of the teacher's speech were reali original haha..too bad mdm lee din make onee..bt she gave us some gifts..
my cam battery dead..so din take pics..bt manage to take 2..haha..i like this onee..lol see got shihan in the middle..they sat beside me for 1 yr liao..will miss sittin beside them..
watched The Departed after skool..not a bad show..quite nice actuali..nt those brainless shows..this one require some intellect..lol..i just din like the ending that much..was kinda too abrupt..
Thursday, October 12, 2006 ( 12:08 AM )
tml will officially be the last lesson in skool..i think i wld go..coz theres maths mock too tml..altho i might not actuali do well in it..
university talks todae..i think the psychology talk was the most interesting and fun..the way they talked really catches attention of the audience..unlike the other university talks..and it seems like a great course to go into..bt they say its highly competitive..maybe can take it as a minor..but there isnt reali a high chance of me gettin into a uni..haha..
CCA phototakin after tat..haha..fun sia..been long since we got together as a team..and we had an awesome time takin the photo..and after tat we played street soccer..damn tiring..must be coz nva exercise for so long..lol..i tink we bonded reali well as a team..woohoo..
i actually feel extremely exhausted right now..nt tat im working super hard..but its like everyone's like moving forward reali quick now and making progress and working hard and just ..u noe..moving forward veri fast..and i just feel tat i cant catch up to any of them..and even when i did try..i still do badly.no progress made for me..and i feel like everyone is like too far in front for me to catch up to them..so im kinda like left alone behind just observing them..and u noe they are like too busy moving forward to help me..which i truly understand la..some like dun even care. maybe its coz im not independent enuf..but yea..im so exhausted, i feel like i giving up..
Sunday, October 08, 2006 ( 12:24 PM )
im becoming such a sloth..plus abit of pig..no im not evolving into a mutant bt i have just been so tired lately..like i can sleep alot and still be tired..i still remember in secondary skool when my routine was i will be up by 7am..hmm..must be the haze..maybe it has abit of sleeping powder..lol
anyway saw some ppls blogs abt them already gettin their ns enlistment date..and some gt as early as january! ahh..so i gt super kan chiong and checked it up online and they said " ur enlistment date have not been finalised" hmm..wats tat suppose to mean? am i enlisting later or earlier? oh mann..i hope i dont get tat january date..tat would suck reali bad..plus it wld onli prove my theory that im gettin damn suay..n if i enlist in jan..then i cant dye my hair!
lantern festival was funn..bt it wld have been better if im not haunted by the fact tat there will be 3 mock exams nxt week plus uni talks..like i can get into any uni wit my results..i wld be lucky to even qualify to apply for any courses..
a few more days to graduation day..i wld reali miss my frenzZ..miss vball..miss the indian food and the thai stall..and our air con room..and vball trainings..mostly frenz la..din reali regret goin to innova? but just wondering if i wld have been better off in other skools..like wld my grades have been better..hmm..wat if i had gone to acjc or njc( my dream jcs)?
Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ( 10:27 PM )
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be thereOhh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking backOhh
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
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