iswan, 20
23 march 1988
ORD OH
Vball, sentosa! pet
fan of: Heroes!
alamak..tagged by audrey..hmm..let me see..8 different points of a perfect lover..i tink i did this b4..LOL..so according to the rules..dun need to do la hor.. :p
sian mann..my results like shit..skool work like shit..nobody cares also..
weird dae todae..hahaz..woke up damn early to go cross country..saw ryan on mrt to yishun..lol.. he kept luffin throughout the conversation..the sun was blazing hot..and i had to take over tc for competitive coz he nva come..then no mood to run..no motivation..no drive to win..haha..tried to think of sme thoughts tat can giv me motivation to run..bt cannot find any..siann..in the end got no. 50+hmm..57 i tink..and gt tat pathetic keychain..lolx..
vball frenly changed to friday..so, went to eat at sembahwang wit joel and the gerls..then wanted to go play pool at yishun safra wit joel..po and hm..bt cant wear skool u ..so we end up play the arcade there..wanted go bowling bt the place gt alot of other skool ppl..the place reminded me of smthin tat happened b4..hahaz..anyway, its nva gonna happen..i wont associate myself wit him anymore..diao..the hand para para thingy po ask me play so dumb..i like the other one tho tat i played wit hui min..we completed the whole round..damn fast la..our hands so suan liaoz..lolx..must hve looked reali retarded..bt whu cares..lol..
woohoo..gt new jersey..haha..veri nice..white black and orange..lol..funny way to spend the day..bt it was fun..in a dumb way..hahaz..relieve stress..like playin vball..playin vball makes me happy..hahaz..
sorri..i noe i everytime say sorri bt still do the same thing..i tink i shldn be so childish..i'll try..i shld understand tat things are no longer the same..and stop bein childish abt it..la la la..gt nice show to watch..
and the story i told them outside safra..its actuali a lady la...but paiseh to say lady..she was supposed to be my boss..
More birthday pressentsss..whee..haah..the shoebag the class guys gave me..nice nice..hmm..used it to keep my clothes when i went sentosa on sat instead of shoes..lolx.
the class gerls gave me dog tag..the white one..haha..yea..nice too..always wanted a white one coz i have a black one liaoz.
a shirt by wq..haha..she purposely buy so tight so i can wear and show off my pathetic body..lol..feel like a gym shirt..lol..maybe need to hit the gym more often b4 i can wear the shirt and look good in it..
shihan and jade gt me a towel and a card...haah..i wanted a towel..coz vic nva return my white one..so i tink lost liao..lolx..and the card reali nice and cute..i dun keep cards everytime..onli 1 card i kept..the one my sec 4 class gave wit all the signatures and whishes..haaha..i tink im keepin this one too..a belated brthdae card..veri cute..loved it..thnks everyone!
Todae had class outin at sentosa..6 guys went..at first reach there din noe wat to do..coz normally last yr cher plan everythin one..haa..but everythin went oki..played vball..had a court..so was quite fun..was quite pissed off at one time coz we were 4 against 2 but none of the guys wanted to go over to my team..wit me and hm onli..and they were like we make a great team and all..when on the other end there were onli 2 of us..bt none wanna go to my team..nvm..tram rides were funn..and py and i won the pool games..2 games to be precise..well, the 2nd one we cheated haha..bt they din noe..
anyway..kayakin was fun..i tink im quite good at it..LOL..and we tried to capsize po and hm kayak..bt got caught by security..and had to swim back..where we saw a couple makin out in the sea..LOL!..played vball again..alot of vball i guess..played wit these 2 jap couple..quite fun..at least we were like equal..as in the number of ppl..apologized to him already..and we won the 2 sets..me sh the jap couple..they were quite gd..lolx..
joel gt sea sick and cramps frm kayakin..then he went home first..ate at foodcourt later..i drank alot till wanna vomit..ahaha..finally had another class outing..
oh yea, saw alot of ppl there..like javier..josephine..jun xiong and others..i tink tml there'll be more ppl..with the vball peeps and ogls..dun tink goin tml liaoz..
anyway..time to blog abt 23rd of march..my brthdae..quite a nice day..alot of ppl wished me..thnks everyone..n congrats to a person whom i din noe for being the first to wish me..haa..and sh for being exact at 12am..
those 2 pillow thingys are frm my parents..they think i like them coz i brought 1 to class to hug..but i dun mind..haha..more pillows on my bed..and the gve me $400 also..whee..my sis bought me a wallet an adidas cap..
ohyea..thnks to the class guys for the pressie..and their genious plan to trick me and tc into goin home first..haha..cc haven come to skool yet..haha.so haven get presie frm class gerls..oh yea..and thnks for the yummy cake..lolx..
still hve lunch date wit nc jerm..po shar..sh..jade..haha..and pressie frm them too..:D
saw yvonne's blog..omg, i feel exactly the same thing can..my life is such a failure ..just tat i hve a supportive family..ugh, tried so hard to gain confidence for maths..opened and practice my tys kinda neglect bio to learn those topics for maths tat i din understand at all..coz they are teachin maths like im already talented at it..i mean i gt B for maths in sec 1 ..an A in sec 2 coz the teacher noes some of us are slow and teached a diff style..and i failed A maths in sec 3 and 4..coz the teacher teach at the standard of the top student in maths..at least i gt a B3 after i practiced a bit for o levels..bt this yr..haiz..nva pass even 1 test..p&C doesnt count oki..everytime take maths test ..will be so scared..and thus clumsy..then nt confident in wat im doin..haiz..bt i did try to learn those topics i duno nuts abt in tat 1 week where i hve to divide wit chem and bio too oki..marks comparable to amt u studied?haiz..i wanna take art again.ugh, 7 more marks in last pg of maths..could hve gotten it..hai..if i fail chem too i tink im betta off dead..
bio, i tink i failed, bt i tink i noe why..so happy for amoment when announced tat sh gt highest for it..then came maths..think he is reali smart after seatin beside him..bt wat the heck..i duno him well, classmates onli..actuali py also smart..hahaz..and i tink vics eng is reali good he just need to learn tat eng is nt just a subject when he is doin the papers..anyway tnks to tc..jas joel vic for tryin to make me feel betta..especially tc..who am i tryin to kid..im not popular..im not good lookin..not an athletic..not attractive..i almost din hve an assignment in the agency by sec 4..and so quit.i cant even sing properly...and i reali hve to stop thinkin tat im confident and a confident speaker coz my self esteem reali sux..and i lost a frenship tat i reali treasure alot al ot..haiz..
yesterday was 1 of the best brthdays i had in skool..thnks everyone for their wishes..and pressies and the class for the cake and laughter..i'll post up pics nxt time..and thnks to my family too..
Whee...date moviee..nice man, i likee..hahaz..its so lame..bt totally hilarious at the same time..oh yea, and sophie monk is in it..she was frm the girlband last time..hmm..forgot the band's name liao..anyway the main actress was damn talented lah..haha..look at all the different types of dance she could do..i wish i could dance like tat..hahaz..especially the hip hop dance..and the dance on the street..righteous..all in all, the movie was awesome lah..especially if u need to destress after exams and stuff.
Talkin abt exams, the bio paper damn hard lah..ugh, and i din hve time to finish..dun tink can pass it..bt i think i can pass chem..:D hmm..i still feel sick..
heh..cant wait to eat the dishes my mum always cook for my brthdae ..told her nt to cook so much though..coz i hve vball tml..bt yeaa..yummm..cant wait to eat..i luv to eat..and watch tv..and watch movies..watch concert..haha..and clubbin..pooling..slacking..hmm..wat other -ing words ah..hmmm..
ahh..i hate being sick..stupid flu..runnin nose..fever..wateva..hha..and the medicine made me drowsy durin gp exam todae..my immune system damn weak lah..and gp exam i had to do it like abit horizontal on my chair..u noe..so i dun hve to look down at the paper and cause the watery substance to drip frm my nose and flood my desk..
and i cant believe i forgot to check if its expository or argumentative..i mean i tink the language was betta then my promos..bt..i was like listin the points ..cc said its like argumentative also..i had some good points lah..if onli i had structured it like an expository more...ahh..hope can pass..must be the mucus flooding my brain so cant think properly..hahaz..gt worse in class ..
Anyway ate at kfc..haha..saw po they all too..talked abt reali interestin stuff ..like ns thingy and so on..hahaz..and the dumb coughing thingy brought up by jasper..LOL..we plannin to book same dates for the medical examination so the whole class guys wont be in skool on tat dae..cool rite..haha..jk and py maybe booked same date ler..coz they booked liao..maxim sux..so borin..and alvin wasted his money..even the joke book wasnt tat funny..bt they had this reali nice poster..lol..i pasted it on alvin's desk :p..at least i gt a free badge..haha..
Hearin bk talk abt his zouk outing made me miss it..haha..so long since i went there liao..maybe might go again after i turn 18..and legal..he damn funny lah..lolx..was tellin me his zouk's grindin experience..gay stuff..gerls..guys..innovians..and his frensS..haahz..reali hilarious..LOL..
anyway trainin at spans yesterdae..my shoulder still hurts.. nw my ass hurts..haha..bt had a blast laughin all the way back to woodlands..hahaz..lameshit la they all..especially the j1s..lolx..everytime they there i cant stop laughin..lol..until they say i shld hang arnd them more coz they say my frenz must be reali borin and nva make jokes..coz arnd them i laugh until cry ..hahaz..somemore still say they confirm i nva get angry b4..and no matter hw much i try to change their perception they had..still cant..lol..
reached home kinda late liao..and din feel like studyin..so watched tv and slept..so todae had to stay home and make up for it..lol..din make up much tho..just studied 3 chapters of bio onlii..oh yea.. and i could integrate a function tat xiao lee cant..LOL!..
oh yea..happy brthdae to tyng cheong and suhui(my pw member) haha..tc shocked me wit his sms reply ah..haha..touched and speechless..thnks thnks..
was talkin to joel and talked till discuss who i wld invite to my weddin..LOL..then abt sec skool frenz whom i dun talk to anymore bt whom asked about me..yea..wateva..
saw a book..titled stranger by dean koontz..gonna borrow nxt time..anyway..like i told some ppl..after graduation..some things are just inevitable..
ah..my hands shakin frm yesterday's wheelbarrow durin trainin..tml goin skool in the mornin..then vball in afternoon..haven study chem finish..bio onli did 1 chapter..dead..onli gt 4 more days left..
todae mornin went to library to study..alot of innova ppl dwn there..studied awhile until 2.30 onli..then go home eat..actuali supposed to study wit shar and po at 2 but they nt comin ler i tink..the jade wanna change to khatib mac..so i went home and watch vcd then slept..just had to watch tv..haha..cant bear to miss american idol and the 9pm channel 8 show..so yea..2 hrs wasted on tv..
shit sehh..nxt thurs gt trainin and probably frenly ..hmm..nvm..yeaa..gt date wit shar and po..and nc and jeremy..
"Everyone needs someone to depend on..'' quote from desperate housewives..hahaz..true sentence i tink..
Watched big momma's hse 2 todae..not bad..but its not tat funny..i tink date movie is better..hahaz..well, at least i hope its betta..
Rushed to skool to hand up the gp essay..due at 3pm..i tink i handed up at 2.30..haha..saw jk studyin in frnt of teacher's room so asked him to put in the hole for me..
had to rush to dhobi gourd interchange..coz late liaoz..haha..bt waited for bk in the end..damn late..and the bus super slow..so reached vjc kinda late..haha..
I tink some sets they played quite well..haha..like the set wit coach inside teacher danis where to stand and all..haha..
went to cafe cartel wit the vball guys after tat..damn full man..omg, bk sausage damn fat..haha..bt short..hj one is long but thinner..LOL..a reali hilarious dinner and journey..all coz of hj's crap..hahaZ..my tummy stomach hurts frm luffin..haha.."zap zap tummy ..zap zap butt ..zap zap thigh.."LOL..stupid commercial..
"I'm glad to have such supportive friends around me. Thanks.Whenever everything seem bleak, you guys always are there for me.I really appreciate it.Do not be disillusioned with human relationships.It's all part and parcel of life.How we live it is up to us.Most of the time at least.Whatever comes will come.But when you face it, remember one thing- I will be by your side.Friendship never ends." frm jy blog..hope he's fine..but nice quote too huh..
oh man, u sux..if wan u wld give a date lor..dun wan just sae la..
studyin sux..Hj damn crapp man, he is so gonna get it frm raphael tml..hahaz..
yumm..suddenly feel like eatin time out..lol..so bought a whole big packet of it..nice nice..anyway, yesterdae frenly wit yjc..the gerls won..the guys also won..but they think the guys can play better..yea..tink so too..dun reali like tat new guy..i tink joesephine is reali good..haha..her spike so nice..LOL! then when she miss she starts jumpin abt..haha..austen called it clubbin..HAHA..hao jie called it jumpin jumpin..lolx..was another hot dae ..and then it rained..the same situation like fridae..bt this was just a small drizzle..
went to popular felt like buyin books to read..haha..bt..later no money..maybe i'll go borrow after exams..looked at chem tys for sh..wit the yr 2005 but haven come out i tink..hmm..hw to return wq her maths notes ah..wonder if she will be in skool on mon..coz need to go skool to hand up the gp essay..
mornin wanted to go gym wit joel..bt woke up late..so just meet him after his gym..haha..and talked abt wat to write for essay..then went home to sleep again..ahh..i tink i sprained my neck..
went to eat at adams road wit family..nice food..i was tryin everyone's food..and each of us bought like 2 types of food..haa..so yea..veri full now..then went to the car service centre to put stickers on my sis's car..bt dun hve the one she wants ..so onli put a small one in front..went home after tat..a veri hot dae again..the guy at queensway there was like tryin to sell me porn la...haha..when i was lookin at the big momma hse 2 vcd..hahaz..he was like sayin..tat one singapore one..lolx..like i wld more urge to buy if its a singapore one like tat..
vjc tml..hope they win..
woooh..thurs perfect 10 came..haha..as u can see frm the photo..Ronin came too..a local gang who were reali crappy and horny..hahaz..nt the whole gang were there so they played a duo and did slow songs..nt bad i think..altho the high pitch singings were hair-raisin like Vic said..LOL..hollaback thingy sounds fun..bt too bad nobody's joinin and its like too near to the block test ..and im already like screwed for the block test..so yea...
so tired..haha..pe..and vball..yawnzZ..feel like sleepin damn long..todae vball again..damn freakin hot la..burnin mann..and then it rained..haha..just like danis claimed it would..oh yea..bio test..sux..duno y i forgot everthin i studied..i need a betta way to memorize them..photocopied all wq's tutorials.hahaz..since 25A onwards..which i either did not complete or did not attempt..siann..
I wanna go watch movie..and slack arnd in some cafe..or eat nice nice food..bt..no time..mayb after block test..yeaa..shar already say will watch movie and treat me eat for brthdae..yeaa..haaz..
I luv the pic wit the 98.7 dj..carrie chong i think..haha..nice pic..
masks..fake smile..used to it being plastered on me liao..even when i see someone bt i wasnt in a good mood, i will still smile or wave or wateva..im nt happy most of the times..pretence..lolx..madness..i lost a fren in dec last yr and i tink im gonna lose another one..sadded..bt .. .. .i'll always be there la..i wld rather my frens do veri well and i do badly then i do well and my frenz do badly..of coz the best is everyone do well la..nevertheless.. i'll always be there to help la..
Im so lucky to have close bonds wit my sis..like we can help each other alot..and keep secrets..also to keep a lookout ..lolx..quite funn..smtimes my parents will like probe me to blurt out..bt they nva get anythin out of me..hehe..
sat..mon..tue..wed gt vball..hmm..hope gt time to study for block tests..i dun wan another form to bring home..lol..
anyways..i pass the napfa mock..yeeaaa..haha..no more early ns..lolx..and no more physical trainin after march..wooh~..will be a first time i get silver..haahz..been gettin bronze since pri skool la..
thomas is a loser..hahaz..>.<
my studies are dwindling down a dark, black whirlpool..and its so hard to get out of it..when the waves keep bombardin me into the hole again..ahhh..
shit man..hafidz gt BBB for a lvels..and he nva even study la..1 week b4 still went clubbin and all..i tink the day b4 he was still clubbing la..omg..still get all Bs..smart man..i cant even get a B now..lucky can..and he was attached la..imagine frm his prelims get FOE then become BBB..wth..hahaz..
i wanna watch date movie..damn funny man..just saw the trailer on axn..LOL..laughed throughout the movie..gt jlo's butt and other dumb stuff..haha..frm 2 of the 6 creators of scary movie..haha..i wanna watch..
vball yesterdae wit css..they national 2nd or smthin..i think they are gettin betta..bt like danis say ah..lack team spirit..haha..and there were like tempers flyin everywhere yesterdae..if onli coach were there ah..then can solve abit..haha..
Went to eat at yishun..alamak..wanna see the new laksa stall onee..and the new pizza shop..bt boon kiat wanna eat at aircon place or northpoint..so we ate fastfood..haha..boon kiat finally admitted..LOL! ..he din even realize it at first..haaz..oh yea.. we gonna go snow city nxt time we go out..coz gt the burger king 1 free ticket or smthin..yeaa..then listen to them talk abt the tournaments all..lolx..
12pm gt bring it on again on hbo..gonna watch..and yea..do hmwk todae..siann..so much..hmmm, i wanna eat a lot of things ..lolx..i wanna go eat wit nc and jerm..po and shar..and loads or other ppl..i tink ah..this mnth after the block tests i'll ask everyone out to go eat and eat and eat..haha..celebrate my dae and month by eatin..yumm..so must eat wit me k everyone..hahaz..:D
ahhh..maths test ..i can do mann..bt ah..so kan chiong and damn careles..end up nva finish..then the qn i did careles..ugh..actuali can do seh..damn..ahh..
went to the career fair..the bus trip there sux..haha..felt like vomitin..so did tc and joel..luckily, i din..the fair was oki i guess..there were like a few celebrities there..vernetta..some other radio djs and the hosts from tv..loads of universities down there..bt yea, i still dunno wat im gonna do in the future..so there wasnt reali any use..we shld go nxt yr instead..lolx..
Went off early then go to the world cup trophy area..nice seh the japan jersey..i wanna buyy..but so ex..i tink it was the nicest dwn there..took poloroid wit it..lolx..so it wasnt a wasted trip..haha..nice 3d movie too..damn cool..
went to marina square after tat..class guys' outing..haha..went to eat at the foodcourt..nice food..remind me of when i worked there and ate at the foodcourt often wit brenda and nc and jeremy..so fun..plus lolita makin dumb acts..hahaz..and the vain da jie who own the nxt stall..everytime wld ask us to help her take care of her stall..lolx..listenin to the same songs everydae..watchin the same show everydae..hope can do it again wit them this year..yeaa..
then watched final destination 3..actuali supposed to be big momma 2..bt jasper la..wanna watch fd3 instead..nvm..quite nice i tink..altho abit no sense the movie..hahaz..fun gettin excited over the movie after tat..met jade and went home together..things are gettin betta i think
yawnn..tired..wishin po good luck fr tml cheerleadin..and sh vic py gd luck for their soccer match! nitezz
shit seh..did badly for chem test..i did study for it lor..bt i just cant remember..shit shit ..damn sad la..go to gp feelin shitty..bt yea..decided nt to affect anyone arnd me..since they did do well..and im reali happy for them..so yea..just cheered myself up..haha..sound so sad ah..cheer myself up..lolx..nvm..i did improve i guess..
maths..stil sux..bio test todae ..i tink can pass..well i hope can pass la..yvonne's brthdae todae..happy brthdae yea..cut cake todae..nice nice..oh yea..they gt back their mt results too..po wanna retake i tink..everyone passed..good good..so nobody needa take mt ler..danis wanna retake too..
vball frenly at bpghs..long time nva go back to the skool..lol..din see my hmt teacher..we lost..badly i guess..they were good..nw then realise tat their hall so small..last time i still tot their hall so big..wondered hw they fit all of us durin examinations..hmm..lol..
i need maths tuition..lolx..yea..i do..some class pics taken durin ms lim's weddin..some taken by rafidah..i wan everythin to return to normal..ah..i just dun tink im gd enuf to talk smtimes man..haha..im borin..wateva..gp is gettin borin..yawn..
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